Ok, I suppose I should say sorry. I’m really sorry I’m not around at the moment but I’m having a pretty intense time. Intense a in good because things are falling in place and get more and more awesome with every passing day. I hope to be back on Monday but I can’t promise anything. I haven’t forgotten about you I’m just barely on the internet at all these days. 

Love you guys and take care !! 



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Michael & Antonia || I have wounds, only you can mend, you can mend…….. 

michael-corner-raven:

“Yeah well, it isn’t like it is unusual for you to go running back to him hmm? I would love to know why exactly he seems to have such a fucking hold over you Antonia, really I would. Perhaps you would be better off being with him, Merlin knows he already acts like your fucking boyfriend!” Michael huffed, he stopped pacing, and held his nose in his fingers, in an effort to calm himself. “I know you don’t mean to, I do know that, but my fuck you frustrate me sometimes! I just wish you could see what he is like, I wish you would just leave him in the gutter where he belongs. But, I suppose, your kindness and forgiving nature is part of why I love you, so I can’t really hate you for it. Ugh, why does everything have to be so complicated? Of course I trust you! Don’t be so ridiculous, it is him I do not trust, he will just worm his way back into your good books, and then hurt you all over again. I cannot stand him hurting you, and upsetting you, you deserve so much better!” Michael sighed, shaking his head, and gazing at her sadly, “As I said, I cannot hate you for it, I don’t want to argue about it either, and I know you are going to do it anyway, given your far too kind nature, so just go, but don’t say I didn’t warn you hmm?” Michael moved to her, kissed her forehead, then he hugged her tightly, before releasing her and stepping back slightly. 

"You did not just say that." Antonia shook her head when he said that she should probably be with Caleb. That actually hurt even though she knew he only said that because he was frustrated and upset. "This situation is complicated and it will keep being like this until we found whatever solution." She shrugged. It was her fault they were arguing about this but it was important to her to at least try and give Caleb another chance. But she also knew that should it not work out she would have to let go of her friendship with him. "You’re right. I know that I’m upsetting you with this and I don’t want to do that but … I have to talk to him. I don’t ask you to understand I just ask you to trust me." She wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tightly. "I’ll come and find you afterwards, I promise." Antonia smiled at him, got on her tiptoes and kissed him on the cheek before she let go of him and made her way over to the castle. 

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Michael & Antonia || I have wounds, only you can mend, you can mend…….. 

michael-corner-raven:

Michael smiled at her words, his heart swelling in his chest, with every thing she said, but then it all came crashing down around him, and he groaned, releasing her from his grasp, and throwing his hands up exasperatedly, “Really? After everything? After all he did, almost breaking us up? You want to go and see him, to give him a chance for what exactly? To explain just why he is the worlds biggest cunt? Why he is so intent on running what we have? Perhaps you would like him to explain why it is he feels the need to try and destroy the only thing that is making you happy right now? Or well, maybe he can explain just why he feels it is ok to treat you like a doormat. But then, you let him treat you like that Antonia, Merlin give me strength!” Michael huffed, standing up, he began to pace frustratedly, “But I know I can’t change your mind, because you are so fucking intent on being so nice to everyone, dammit, why can’t you see what he is like, what he tried to do, what he almost did. I appreciate that you aren’t going to meet him alone, and it will be in public, like we discussed. Yet, it feels like you are putting him over us, if I am honest, that is how it feels.” Michael sighed, shaking his head. 

Antonia blinked at his reaction. She would have supposed him to not be happy about it but then again she wouldn’t have thought it to be like this. “Yes, really.” She replied plainly. “Maybe I want to give him a chance for those exact things you just listed. He might be the world’s biggest cunt but he’s still my friend. He’s one of the reasons why I’m still alive today and that friendship actually still means something to me so I want to know why he was so fucking eager to throw all that away for a good laugh.” Antonia had gotten up from the bench as well, looking at Michael. She wasn’t one for swearing usually but she didn’t want him to tell her tha she was making a mistake. She knew that but she still had to go and talk to Caleb about this and if it was only to make sure their friendship had ended the day he had made up those rumours. “I do know what he tried to do, Michael. I do know what almost happened because of him. And I’m not putting him over us! I meant every single word I just said to you and nothing Caleb or anyone could ever do would change that. I would just like you to trust me that I know what I’m doing right now.” Her voice was calm even though she was getting slightly angrier with every word she said. Antonia only wanted Michael to trust her in this, she needed him to trust her but he obviously didn’t. “But if I should be honest, I don’t feel like fighting about this.”

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Michael & Antonia || I have wounds, only you can mend, you can mend…….. 

michael-corner-raven:

“I guess so, but I would hate to ever hurt you, even unintentionally. I just hope that if I ever have to do so, that you do as you say, and forgive me eventually, because I was after all at least honest. Though your kindness is one of the many things I love about you, and your constantly forgiving nature, you are far too good to everyone around you, and I am sure some people take advantage of your wonderful nature. I just wish you would stick up for yourself more, that you would fight back more sometimes.” Michael sighed, nudging his nose against hers softly, “Still, you have said you will try, I believe you, and I will be here to help you, if you need me, ok. You just have to ask.” Michael hugged her tightly, kissing her gently. 

"I know you wouldn’t hurt me on purpose." Antonia smiled at him, brushing her thumbs gently over his cheeks. "I forgive easily,yes. But that is because I believe that there is good in everybody. Some people are just better at hiding." She shrugged and thought for a second if she should really tell him about what she was intending to do. But in the end she had to tell him, everything else would come close to lying and the last thing she wanted to do was lie to him. "That is probably why I’m going to do something stupid. I … I will give Caleb another chance to explain himself. I’ll meet him in the common room later, I’m not going to talk to him alone anywhere. I just thought I should tell you …" Antonia looked at him, a little nervous about his reaction. "Thank you for that offer. I’m sure I will need all the help I can get." She smiled before he pulled her closer and she pushed her lips back into the kiss.

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Theodore & Toni || Time doesn’t matter when you’ve got real friends 

xnott-theodorex:

You’re very welcome, you know I would do anything for you, you’re practically family, you mean a great deal to me, and I will do anything to make you happy. You do not need to thank me know, but you already knew that, and no matter how many times I say it, you always ignore me.” Theodore waggled his finger at her, and then laughed. “Oh I will try very hard not to kill him. His blood is pure after all, and I know Mia, such as myself, does her very best not to spill the blood of the pures. However, I also know that neither of us will hesitate to destroy him, if he hurts you! So as long as he doesn’t hurt our little snake, then I am sure we will all get along famously. So, yes, make sure you come and see me once you have spoken to him ok? I will be here, I am always here for you, just make sure you come and find me afterwards, or there will be trouble!” Theodore kissed her forehead, and soothed the hair from her face gently. 

"I know I don’t have to thank you. But I will just keep doing that." Antonia giggled when he waggled his finger at her. Yes, she did ignore him in that point but she thought it was a better thing to thank someone, especially if that someone always did so much for her as Theodore, than to apologise even though she was doing that quite frequently as well. She smiled at him grateful that he showed her how much he cared for her. "I will come and tell you about it afterwards … But I feel like I will do the easier thing first and talk to Caleb. Because I know exactly what I’m going to tell him while I’m going to stutter to Michael." Antonia shook her head slightly. If she were honest she wasn’t looking forward to either, talking to Caleb and telling Michael about everything that had caused her to be the way she was. She hugged him once again and smiled before she got up and left the room.

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michael-corner-raven:

So, these babies are also getting older, and I have also known you for over a year, and it is also all the crazies, and I also love you all the loves, sooooo, yeah. Happy Anniversary my love, I love you lots!! 


ALL THE LOVESSSS !!!
Happy anniversary to you toooooooooooo !!! A whole year and a tad more that’s crazy ! But look at the babies, gosh just look at them !!! 
I love you sooooooooooo much !!

michael-corner-raven:

So, these babies are also getting older, and I have also known you for over a year, and it is also all the crazies, and I also love you all the loves, sooooo, yeah. Happy Anniversary my love, I love you lots!! 

ALL THE LOVESSSS !!!

Happy anniversary to you toooooooooooo !!! A whole year and a tad more that’s crazy ! But look at the babies, gosh just look at them !!! 

I love you sooooooooooo much !!

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Theodore & Toni || Time doesn’t matter when you’ve got real friends 

xnott-theodorex:

“You know he will respect you so much more for telling him yourself, don’t you? You’re right about that, running from it will only make it harder in the long run. As much as I would do it for you, if you needed, I would do anything for you. He will be better off hearing it from you.  I am sure he will be there for you, when you tell him, but if he isn’t, just let me know and I will happily kill him, hey, we can let Mia in on the fun, she loves a good murder.” Theodore nudged against her, chuckling slightly. “You best make sure you come back and speak to us both madam, or Michael won’t be the only one Mia is planning to murder you know.” Theodore waggled his finger at her, smirking. 

"I hope so." Antonia sighed, nodding slowly. She had really hoped that she wouldn’t have to tell Michael about all this but then again she knew that she had been kidding herself the whole time. She would have to tell him, there was no way around this. "I’m done with running from things. And I have to tell him … Thank you, Teddy. It’s wonderful to know to know that you would do so much for me." She couldn’t stop herself from laughing when he nudged against her, telling her how he would really like to kill Michael should he do something wrong. "Yeah, I … I can imagine that." She giggled. "But please, try not to kill him, ok? Don’t worry, you’re not getting rid off me complaining to you." She grinned at him. 

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Michael & Antonia || I have wounds, only you can mend, you can mend…….. 

michael-corner-raven:

“Well, I am sure you could Coco, the truth hurts is a well known saying, isn’t it? So, there will be times when the truth will hurt. I will just have to hope that I never, ever, ever, have to hurt you. That is the very last thing I want darling, and it thrills me more than I can tell you that you trust me, that is all I want. I want you to feel that you can tell me everything, even if you think it would hurt me, ok?” Michael kissed her softly, looking at her intently, willing her to understand just how serious he was in that moment. 

"But most wounds heal." Antonia shrugged slightly, a little smile on her lips. She didn’t want to think that anything Michael could tell her would ever hurt her. She had been telling Damia and Theodore that she didn’t think he would ever be capable of hurting her and she still believed that more than anything else. "I know that you wouldn’t want to hurt me but I still don’t think I could be upset with you for telling me the truth. Well, at least not for long." Antonia moved her lips tenderly against his, looking back into his eyes. She knew that she would have to tell him everything at some point but she couldn’t bring it over her right now. She wanted to dwell on the happiness they were experiencing right now and not spoil it again. 

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Michael & Antonia || I have wounds, only you can mend, you can mend…….. 

michael-corner-raven:

“I suppose, yes, well, it is better to be honest, it is better to be upfront, because relationships are worth nothing, if you don’t trust each other hmm? I trust you, more than I think anyone else Antonia, and I will do anything to help you feel the same about me. I will help you no matter what, I will be here, protecting you, loving you, and living with you, because that is all that I want now. It doesn’t matter what happens, or how it happens, as long as we face it together.” Michael closed his eyes for a moment, as she moved her fingers against his cheek, sighing contently. “I love you, so much!” 

"I could never be upset with you for being honest, ok?" Antonia looked at him, wanting to make that clear. She didn’t think that it mattered what had been in the past, the now mattered. "I do trust you.” She insisted, feeling unbelievably touched by his words. She would have never thought that she would be one of the people someone like Michael really trusted but this confession really meant a lot to her. Antonia wanted to reply with how much she loved him but she figured that she didn’t want to speak right now. So she simply leant in once again, running her lips tenderly against his own, inputting as much emotion as she could muster up.

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